Saturday, May 28, 2011

28th of May

Writing a blog, since i'm honestly bored, and wanted to try something new.

i am happy today, and I mean HAPPY.
I talked to the guy I like (the one who lives just in front of my house). FVCKING HAPPY ASFBDSKJFNDSJFVKDSJGKFJDGDKN.
It's all thanks to my friend RALPH ALLEN SANCHEZ TORRES. (i freaking love you man!)

maybe i over exaggerated. Raprap introduced us. And I was hesitating. I was spacing out! THE GUY I LIKE SAW THROUGH ME, HE NEW I LIKED HIM (or it's just this paranoid syndrome I made up). So, he only forgot my name, and asked for it again. AND I'M FVCKING STUPID FOR SPACING OUT, I FORGOT MY NAME. I MEAN, WHO FORGETS HIS NAME?! A RETARD LIKE ME'S THE ANSWER.

SO, yeah. I think he knows. OH HOT DAMN HE'S FREAKING GORGEOUS I CAN'T EVEN ASJKDSJFKASJFHADSKJFDSKJGDSKJGDSLKFJLASDKJFAL.

but, it'll never work out. even being friends with him is kinda impossible. i know he thinks i'm weird, or something other people think of me. and his brother and my dad are kinda angry with each other. yeah. i'm unlucky with these kind of things.